This past month and a half has been like what the fuck!!
I never thought in a million years that things would turn out like this. I mean i ran almost every seniaro in my mind that if things didn’t work out that everything would be ok. Well this shocked the hell out of me. Who knew that i was dealing with someone with issues deeper than a black hole?
During the while ordeal i have been the bigger person and talked to you even when i didn’t feel like being bothered. Text you when i was busy doing other things…but no i was wrong. Oh my bad, correction i was a BITCH!
You kept talking and talking and talking…all i heard was Blah Blah Blah or better yet like Charlie Brown mom wom wom wom wom wom wom wom…lol.
This the same Bitch that listened to you for hours on end.
This the same Bitch that accepted the private calls from *%$*§*$¥.
This the same Bitch that dealt with all our bullshit.
This the same Bitch that let you bring other people into our home.
This the same Bitch You couldn’t give 24 hours of silence to.
This the same Bitch that even a week was too much to ask for.
This the same Bitch you keep asking, am i seeing anyone.
Well this Bitch is tired and fighting for everything that i love. You caused the action and here is your reaction. Time to face it and leave me be.
I guess venting on your blog is better than venting on FB.
Trying to be funny but in all seriousness, Joni Mitchell said it best when she said “You don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone” but what’s sad is HE IS the one who drove it away. That’s how it is with most of us men. We talk shit, Threaten to leave you and next thing we know, the tables get turned and you see a side that you thought you would never see. Some of us get suicidal and some claim to be suicidal but only when shit hit the fan. The only way this will be over is if you moved out of that neighborhood and out of that house cuz the only way for him is to keep walking and not look back. I learned that when me and my baby mama broke up. I knew I loved her but I also knew that I hated how she did me. Then I had a dream about killing her and LOVED it but it scared the shit outta me. I waited until she left for work, I quickly got up, grabbed my shit and moved out. Later on, she finds out that I gotten married AND THEN SHE FLIPPED THE SCRIPT, Point is, if you wanna be with the one you with, stop bullshitting eachother and stop bullshitting yourself. It don’t even take that much to just ACT RIGHT. That goes for anybody. Take it from me, I’m living proof. STRUGGLING BUT SURVIVING. Dr. Dre said “U can’t put a price tag on your sanity” and what I wanted was her but what I needed was ME.
That was well put and considering all the stuff that happened I don’t think u were the one acting like a BITCH I think it was the other way round
It was the other way around. Don’t dish it out if u really cant take it. When ure the one who got to take cough syrup, its THEN when u know that is sum nasty shit.